oh if you tink some "gifts" wl cool pple down, u're absolutely WRONG. God wants us to forgive and forget. But lemme tell u somethink, i could forgive your rudeness, ur ridiculous, ur wadeva. But i jus cant forget what you did to us. The hurt is there, u nv know what's WHAT. 

Currently in my Jukebox : Landy Wen - Ai Hui Wen ( terrific song! composed by Lee Si Song ) woohooo

had a gr8 day out wif my gals and yuting's bf ystday! . But it seems incomplete ah ystday. It's like not the usual hangout we had, without hweepeng i guess? Anyway, we'll meet up again soon. Okay,met simin n suchiang @ tamp interchange,around 3. before tad,i was working. Aww, my manager insists to print out the awful brochures. So hack lah, it's company's money and not mine. Why the hell shld i bother? So i called the print company and inform them to start printing. The office was extremely quiet without Jermaine in e office. (She's gonna kill me wen she saw tis entry! ) hahah. But kinda weird without her,cos we are oways on the same shift. I on Landy Wen's new album. The song " Nu Li - girl power " got me into party mood. Haha. Too bad~.. no party at e moment. And yah, Stan went back yst morning. i didnt send him off, i cant take time off. :( It's okay,guess i wl b seeing him soon, in JULY. haha. Okay back to meeting suchiang n pple. met them and went off swensens, shared fish n chips with simin. Dey celebrated my belated one week bday with me. Okay, thanks gal. im delighted! :) Okay, it cost us 89++ which round of it's 90. it's so darn ex okay?! i haven even gt my pay and den i spend my money on this meal. Okay, im not being a wet blanket here,but i rly hate to splurge over meals. it's like we can b jus as full if we lunch out at long john with tad combo meal which cost only 3.60! I dont understand why pple wanna dine in a posh restaurant and wen it taste so normal! i rather spend my money on things den on meal!.. After thad, we shopped aimlessly in tamp mall. Headed to cinemas to buy the 7pm show tickets, watched Monster-in-law. it's rly nice n touching! .. :) After thad, headed hme,changed into my shorts and meet vivi for roti prata-cum-gossip sessions..rrly had fun wif her. She's so funny.

the thank you session.

thanks ah! for the presents! be it, fake or real i like lah!! hahaha* but nxt time dont wrap it, cos im v lazy to unwrapped it. HAHAHA*

Currently Playing in my Jukebox : Fan Wei Qi - Mei Na Me Ai Ta

It's been a while i haven been to xanga. Im havin mixed feelings lately,what shld i start wif?

Ookay,firstly, im so happy for Dee. Cos she's getting married. Thou we arent that close, but still v happy for her. It's gr8 to hear someone in your grp getting married right?After all those unhappy things, there is something that could cheer us up. Ive been listening to FanWeiQi's song. It somehow cheer me up and touched me. Especially Ke Bu Ke Yi Bu Yong Gan, the part where she sang " Taking someone away frm your heart is tough and painful" Omy,i teared whenever i tot of that. And Fan's new song Mei Na Me Ai Ta is equally nice, the whole lyrics make me go teary again. Im not trying to b pretentious or anything. After going thru some tough stuffs, i must admit i did bcame stronger in mind but weaker in heart. I've learnt that be it, relationships,kinship & friendship are so vulnerable. It makes me think,whether I shld jus let go or go on ? Mayb ive told several ppl abt my family problem, which i dont rly do so? I dont expect an advice from you,but pur-lease..gif me at least a reaction or rather emotion. I hate toking to block of wood, no answer, staring blankly back at you. I do rather tok to a mirror. mayb he/she is not good at words, but at the v least,giv me a reaction. Dont make me look so grumpy ( I know I AM ! ) . Tok abt grumble, im not trying to grumble and nag abt how screw up in my life is. U get this clear okay? Im jus venting my unhappiness, or rather frustrations. And I now know, there's no one I can talk to. Except Mom and Vivi. Dey dont gif me an absolute answer, but at least A REPLY!

Awww, im going bonkers. IM GOING INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I need a break from everything. When i say everything, i mean.... EVERYTHING!

Currently in my Jukebox : JayChou - Yi Lu Xiang Bei ( Initial D theme song )

Wooah. it's 5th June. And tmr im turing 18,officially. I cant believe times flies man. I still rmb how i anticipated to my 18th bday. And wen it's arriving, i dont even feel a thing. Anyway, thanks lian,ym&lena for the presents. I love it very much. Everyone's gift is a precious to me.  Supposed to meet yuting n co. ystday, but in d end, we didnt. Cos I had to work. It was a last min decision by my manager,i saw my duty roster only on friday. I was so upset.. But anyway, we wl b meeting again lah,i RECKON?! haha. Everyone is so busy juggling either their work or studies. Cant b blamed . Me too,busy wif work and projects. AND now busy juggling with a distant r/s. hahaha` i wonder shld i include this too. And for those who are wondering is it Stanley? Yes, it's him. He's an extremely gr8 guy.  Anywayyyyy, enuff of my personal stuffs, that I shall not say it here.

Oh yah, something happened ystday. My mom and my aunt quarreled,guess what? My aunt yelled at my mom. I saw mom cried after hanging up the fone. Im aware of what's happening. And I hate my aunt, I dont think the fault lies on my mom. And of cos I side my mom. I was wondering, what kinship is all about?! isit all about lies and pretentious? If that's the case, i guess such kinship shall b condemned. This matter makes me extremely disappointed in my aunt. I tot she was different frm d others, but i was wrong. Very wrong. I never want to c her again. never want to dote on her daughter anymore. She dont deserve it. Nobody in my so called family deserved it. In their mind, money is the most impt thing. We're not riched, so dey despised us. Thanks for those despising things, i wl work even harder.

I wasnt in a good mood this few days, the bday thing didnt cheer me up. Thanks to my so-called family members. i detest them. i never want to c dem again. I mean it.

Currently in Winamp : Lee Hom - Wei Yi ( Japanese Version )

im backie. anyway, im in loooveee! haha. Okay, im handing in my assignment today. And Im kinda lazy to go out today. But I haf to get out of my house ASAP. Cos it's darn noisy. Okay, went hme about 2am.. vivi n I had roti prata last nite at my hse here. After that, her dad fetched her home,and I went hme. Bathe and den online chatted wif him.  After chatting, went to bed arnd 5am. Woke up arnd 9am today. Slept for 3 hrs only. Cos the stupid drilling going on. No idea wad are dey doing also. Sms-ed Nora and ask her wad time she plan to mit me today. At first, was 12. But l8r we changed in to 2pm. It's okay. but i haf to reach home by 5 and that's it. hehe.. Nothing in particularly, goin Kbox wif lian n ym. Hahaha. Looking forward to.. :) Oh ive gtg now. blog it nxt time .